Smiles do not fall.

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Smiles do not fall

into our creased palms

like raindrops, yet dark clouds loom

overhead

like a catastrophe hinging off God’s little finger.

This is yet another poem about grief.

Sometimes, I wonder why we squander

so much metaphors on the breaking,

when the shards helplessly

lie around us, awaiting helping hands.

I wonder why never forgot the drowning,

the gasps for breath and

the clutches of air, even now that

we have learnt

swimming is a fallacy and

drifting with the flow is an art.

These days, grief doesn’t come in grayscale.

It comes in sepia, a reminder

of how the past can never breath the vibrance of today, how the scar will never blend into

the skin,

how it is better to look upwards, somewhere

in the dark sky, find light and expect smiles

to swoop down like shooting stars.

But smiles do not fall here.


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Poets do not sing.

Poets do not sing rhymes

because it’s blasphemy

to beautify agony,

fooling god with death and dearth

when the reverberation of the first

does not lessen that of the second.

Here we ink verses with blood,

and literature spills across every street,

congealed, charred, lasting a while before

sunrise forgets again. Someday,

posterity shall find our names, lost

in jagged lines and distorted verses,

metaphors caught in cr ssf re,

similes devoid of referents,

ironies drenched with dirges.

They shall trace the edges

of the page to unearth evidence that

not all poems are beautiful.

Some poems are spl in ters,

products of br o ken poets,

prickling the skin to remember.

Benue is burning.

Mokwa is drowning.

Borno is dirging.

And when poets lie in their beds at night,

an eye shut for slumber, and

one open for the robber of breaths,

they fight consciousness to know,

what use is a beautiful poem if it doesn’t sizzle

the pages with enough truths to make it burn?


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Dead men do not tell.

Dead men do not tell

war tales, for there are no listening ears

in the grave. The ants here sing of

freedom as they pinch at my fresh flesh before

decay sets in. And

isn’t this what you call agony?

slipping from a carnivorous country to

a carnivorous grave. Sometimes,

our room forgets itself a cocoon & drapes itself

in a coffin silence, so when bullets

lull you to sleep at nighttime,

it holds tight and never let go. Say

we all are corpses dying for a dead country.

The news spell how to live but not how to live:

avoid these joints in Lagos, inform the

world before lodging in a hotel,

don’t cross alone from Abuja to Kaduna,

don’t sleep alone in your bed. because one day

your name will be knotted in a thread of RIP

hashtags, and for a fleeting moment, we shall

remember you as one who died for a dead country.


Muheez Olawale

Muheez Olawale is a Best of the Net nominee; winner, COAS Literary Competition 2024; winner, NASELS-LASU Essay Competition 2023; winner, LASUSU Essay Competition 2025; and winner, CEF Poetry Contest. He was longlisted for the Commonwealth Short Story Prize 2025, and he was a runner-up at the A.S. Abugi National Prize for Short Story 2024. He has works published in Brittle Paper, PoetryColumnNND, The Kalahari, Afrocritik, and elsewhere. He currently studies English Language at the Lagos State University, Ojo. He tweets and grams @_muheezolawale.

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